I want to have a negative heart,a hollow soul,and a vacant mind so I can feel no pain and reveal no expressions.You can talk shit about me,hit and kick me as hard as you want,and I will not feel the slightest irritation.Whenever and wherever I am,I create a break in reality,a hole in the curvature of space-time.In fact,I don’t even know that I exist,for my being is purely a negative gesture…a phenomenological void.
fuckk.. i dont think i should be going. stacked with take home final and a paper i gotta write. rutgersfest tommorow. work all weekend. today being my only day free lets see how far i get with the workload before i head out with @iknowjoeo. sdjgldjglksdgjlks
..and every time you feel like crying I’m gonna try to make you laugh And if I can’t, if it just hurts too bad Then we’ll wait for it to pass And I will keep you company Through those days so long and black….